Missing Love Tonight

Tonight I cried. Cried because I do not understand love but I long for it so badly. At times I hate love, want to hurt love, want to leave love. But I never forget that I love love. Tonight I was feeling so sorry for myself because I miss love. The way love holds me, kisses me, touches me. The way love loves me when love loves me sends bolts of bliss and happiness through me like electricity through power lines. I feel alive and my heart beats so fast I just know this feeling is too good to last but I need it too. Tonight I cried because I miss love and if he only knew mabe he'd come to me. Mabe I would wake and my love would be here like he used to come when he knew I was hurting for his love. Only if he knew. Only if he cared.